[ There are points in his life when her tightening her hand like that would have turned him on. Now it just makes him refocus his attention on the present moment. ]
It reminds me of a few things, and to be frank it doesn't really matter beyond understanding what was happening with us and why and me making very clear to you that it was never a lack of love.
[ Shutting the conversation down? A little. Mostly because he will climb out of his skin if he emotionally focuses on that - or things it reminds him of - too hard. Fearless leader, get your head together, etc. Exceptions are made to make her understand and say what he's wanted to say to her, and only been able to say to a grave.
Think about Maddy too long and - Okay no that'd still be easier than anything with Apocalypse Everything (nearly) is easier than that. Some of the Phoenix and deaths... are harder. It's complicated. ]
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It reminds me of a few things, and to be frank it doesn't really matter beyond understanding what was happening with us and why and me making very clear to you that it was never a lack of love.
[ Shutting the conversation down? A little. Mostly because he will climb out of his skin if he emotionally focuses on that - or things it reminds him of - too hard. Fearless leader, get your head together, etc. Exceptions are made to make her understand and say what he's wanted to say to her, and only been able to say to a grave.
Think about Maddy too long and - Okay no that'd still be easier than anything with Apocalypse Everything (nearly) is easier than that. Some of the Phoenix and deaths... are harder. It's complicated. ]
And I'm not upset about you and Logan now.